For the last few days, I have been very aware that my stay is coming to an end. My last day in Kansas is this Friday, April 9, knowing that I am taking off at 9 am to San Francisco that day. However, we'll be gone 1.5 days to volunteer for a benefit which drastically cuts down on my work time until Friday. Concretely, I still have tomorrow until 3pm when we're going to a talk on permaculture followed by a potluck, Monday all day, Tuesday until 2pm and all day Thursday.
This countdown is bringing up some anxiety. Am I ready to go? I am also very aware of some sadness underneath but I'm not yet clear what it's about. Is it from the fact that I won't be able to complete all my projects? From simply leaving this place in which I invested a lot of my heart in my work and met truly wonderful people? I guess this feeling might get clearer as time passes (fast!!!) and maybe writing about it is helpful as well... To be continued...
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